A Silent Confession

 A Silent Confession



To Him - a dear friend , a musician & a wild man I've known from the Sea...

 

What if another day passes by?

Recalling your luscious fragrance

Intoxicating my senses

What if tonight yet again….
I stroll down the deserted shore

of our beautifully immortal memories?

Why would you accuse me

if I run blindfolded towards a vast, sleeping ocean?

And drown myself in nostalgia….

What if tomorrow I can bear no longer?

This inexplicable separation, the unbroken silence

Oh, why would you leave me alone

if never I can let go of you?

If I keep the fire of my love ignited

If at every dawn break I follow your footsteps

Just to reach you once more….

Why would it be wrong?

I have lived a thousand lies

Just to escape from the glare of Truth…

Spent sleepless a thousand wintry nights

Looking everywhere for you

I have dreamt your beloved face

On many midsummer’s dreams

And drenched myself in tears of loss…

Why are you in a maddening rush?

To break our bond of unending passion...

Forget old promises before they reach completion

My dearest love, oh

why won’t you let time linger….?

When I can endure no matter the pain
When I can wait for an eon more

Why would you now end it all?

I have lied a thousand times

Just to hold you back for one more day

Suffered silently through the night

As I cradled you to sleep in my arms

For one last time

I have woken up lonely the next day

Alone on this bed where you once slept

And pinched myself in disbelief

I desperately wished it was a bad dream

What if another day passes by?

As I wait patiently for your return

With your farewell note engraved in my heart

What if I always believe no matter what?

That suddenly a miracle could occur…

Why won’t you still come back

to soothe my agonizing wounds….?

I will wear new masks of falsehood

To erase your memories forever…

But no longer shall I hide from the truth

How bitter it might seem

I don’t feel cold anymore

The warmth can’t touch my soul

Everyday until you’re here…

I am numb, achingly sore!

Senorita Enchantress

10th August, 2012