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A Silent Confession

 A Silent Confession



To Him - a dear friend , a musician & a wild man I've known from the Sea...
 



















What if another day passes by?
Recalling your luscious fragrance
Intoxicating my senses




What if tonight yet again….
I stroll down the deserted shore
of our beautifully immortal memories?
Why would you accuse me
if I run blindfolded towards a vast, sleeping ocean?
And drown myself in nostalgia….



What if tomorrow I can bear no longer?
This inexplicable separation, the unbroken silence
Oh, why would you leave me alone
if never I can let go of you?



If I keep the fire of my love ignited
If at every dawn break I follow your footsteps
Just to reach you once more….
Why would it be wrong?



I have lived a thousand lies


Just to escape from the glare of Truth…

Spent sleepless a thousand wintry nights

Looking everywhere for you

I have dreamt your beloved face

On many midsummer’s dreams

And drenched myself in tears of loss…



Why are you in a maddening rush?
To break our bond of unending passion...
Forget old promises before they reach completion
My dearest love, oh



why won’t you let time linger….?
When I can endure no matter the pain
When I can wait for an eon more
Why would you now end it all?





I have lied a thousand times

Just to hold you back for one more day

Suffered silently through the night

As I cradled you to sleep in my arms

For one last time

I have woken up lonely the next day

Alone on this bed where you once slept

And pinched myself in disbelief

I desperately wished it was a bad dream




What if another day passes by?
As I wait patiently for your return
With your farewell note engraved in my heart



What if I always believe no matter what?
That suddenly a miracle could occur…
Why won’t you still come back
to soothe my agonizing wounds….?



I will wear new masks of falsehood
To erase your memories forever…
But no longer shall I hide from the truth
How bitter it might seem



I don’t feel cold anymore
The warmth can’t touch my soul
Everyday until you’re here…
I am numb, achingly sore!



Senorita Enchantress


10th August, 2012

1 comment:

  1. 'I have lied a thousand times' - I love that part. It's so raw, honest despite what it says. This was such a passionate piece. Thanks you for sharing.

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